Embark on this Humble Journey with me...


- HE desires that we forgive our accuser Seventy Times Seven
- It is my goal to use this blog as a way to release and break those chains that bind us when we turn away from FORGIVENESS...
- It is my true desire to be an ear, a friend, and a comforter as we begin this journey towards Liberty!
- I do not pretend to be an authority on anything... simply a vessel for HIS work...
- Just like this blog... I am a work in process... I am not perfect, just a student open to the absolution that awaits me... HE is busy refining me... and oh, it hurts sometimes...
- I thank you for sharing your pain, your disappointments, and most importantly -- your victories... because, as I have experienced somewhere along the line... when I have been down - there has always been someone to lift me up...
- As children of the one true King - "I know that I know" that it is HIS desire for us to walk in that Liberty that HE sacrificed for us so long ago... it is HIS promise to us...
- Know that I treasure the time and vulnerability it takes for you to share with me... feel free to open up... again, thank you...

your constant companion,

~deirdra

27 September 2009

As the Season Changes...


Wow! It has been quite some time since I have sat down to put fingers to keyboard :)

Much has changed & as I change - so will this blog...

For those of you resistant to change............ deal with it! ~ just kidding ;)

In the past fews months old love has gone & new love has rushed in taking over me... so much so that I have abandoned much... leaving me with some love handles - so to speak... Got to take the good with the bad, right?

So much has happened in these last few months... while I was out kissing frogs - my prince was waiting on me... thank God he was patient. So, with that being said - I or shall I say my ex ended the madness between us - whew! While I was busy getting my groove back - along came G (we shall refer to him this way since it's much easier - for now, at least).

It all started out as friends... so, lovely this way... I had not tried this way before so this was all new & exciting to me. As the glorious days went by - our friendship and understanding of each other grew. As it grew - I started to encounter new beings of myself... I hope this makes sense. I encountered different sides of me... sides of me that I did not know existed... I started to laugh more (again - remember, I had been on a roller coaster prior to this) I started to open up and think of things in a more revealing way. Wow! such Freedom! I felt all flushed with fever ~ like wild horses were running through me... such elation! I now know that this is what my Savior desires for me... to be truly joyful! I truly believe he put G in my life for this reason... I know that HE uses people or situations in our life to reach us... G has been one of those instruments.

I wish to expound on this... however, the grumblings down below beckon me to the kitchen... be back soon, my friends...

14 July 2009

Aceptación de dios...

Sólo quería escribir una nota breve, por ahora ...

Todos los días me despierto - Estoy muy agradecida ...

Estoy muy agradecida por las posibilidades que tengo - que hacerlo todo de nuevo o una forma diferente ... Al mirar alrededor - También estoy consciente de todas las fragilidades ... parece que muchos de nosotros estamos buscando y buscando --- y que no han encontrado la paz ... esto es lo que creo que todos realmente buscan - incluso cuando no sabemos de nosotros mismos ...

Me desperté hoy y sé que que la paz debe ser buscada segundo por segundo, minuto a minuto, hora por hora... Hoy estoy en mi camino!

Estoy agradecida de que Dios me acepta y que mi nivel no es el hombre ... aquí es donde comienza mi paz.

Gracias Señor por aceptarme como soy y por siempre siendo fiele - incluso cuando no estoy ...

su constante compañero,

~deirdra

03 June 2009

Acceptance From God

I just wanted to write a quick note for now...

Everyday I wake up - I am so grateful...

I am so grateful for the chances that I am given to do it all over again or a different way... As I look around - I am also mindful of everyone's fragilities... it seems that so many of us are searching and searching --- and have not found that peace... this is what I believe we ALL really search for - even when we do not know it ourselves...

I woke up today and I know that that peace must be sought after on a second by second, minute by minute, hour by hour basis...  I am on my way! 

I am grateful that God accepts me and that my standard is not man... this is where my peace begins.

Thank you Lord for accepting me and always being faithful - even when I am not...

your constant companion,

~deirdra

18 May 2009

Today!!!

Today is the day I have decided to Forgive Me!

 - Yes, I feel it in my heart - it is stirring within me!

 - I am Happy!

 - I am Grateful!

 - I am Ever Mindful!


I know I have been away for a little while... I have been busy learning and experiencing HIS forgiveness and pouring myself into others... it's a Grand feeling...

I will update you on what has been going on - stay tuned...

your constant companion,

~deirdra